Why am I so angry? The slightest thing makes me want to break a face. i find myself punching the wall about five times a day. The simplest thing will make my head go light, flooded with numbing red mist that clamps my hands in fists. I walk around these offices muttering "...you f*cking...i'll f*cking kill yo....you should f*cking die...ist ass m*therfucker...", more and more everyday this internal monolgue fills up my head, pounding. I tell it to shut up and it does. A lot of things that make me angry are inanimate. Doors, TVs, Computers in particular, especially slow ones. I find myself grinding my nails up and tearing lacquer off the desk, as the loading bar decides to have a rest half way into a page. Buddhists say life is suffering. I think they are close but that life is actually frustration. One frustration after another, the bus that runs late on the day you really need to get home, the shop owner who won't give you change for said bus unless you buy something, no lighter for your last cigarette, the bouncer that IDs you but not all your mates, the girl in the club that seems like she's coming home with right up until she doesn't(f*cking tease!!), and mostly the endless rudeness and cheek and arrogance of 99% of the population that decent people have to put up with every day. Everything makes me angry. What makes you angry?
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- 2009-02-03 @ 20:30:46
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Bloomie
- 2009-02-11 @ 00:35:21
most anger, is to do with yourself, you are angry with yourself so you take it out on the world, which then gets angry back!
I have been there though - better sometimes to get it out...shout.. have sex.. -
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DominicGee
- 2009-02-25 @ 17:35:03
Fear leads to anger, anger leads to... oh fuck off.
I have a naturally rage-filled disposition too. It sounds cliched, but a few deep breaths, bury yourself into a thick pillow and shout CUNT and other un PC words into it at the top of your voice. -
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Retarted-Bohemian
- 2009-03-08 @ 19:38:58
old people make me angry
not neccesraily pensioners, but people who are old-fashioned and refuse to accept change, which is inevitable
i get furious when people talk down to me or treat me as a child, as if i wont understand things
people who seem to think naivety and being open-minded are the same thing
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Stupid people
Endless ques in supermarkets
Cigarette prices
Injustice
Unpunctual friends
Bureaucracy etc etc...but mostly stupid people because there's so many of them and you can't help but come in to contact with several each day.
All in all I think I am the perfect candidate for an anger management course. -
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GoddamnElusiveTruth
- 2009-05-04 @ 18:31:09
Hmmmmm...since I'm fourteen I run the risk of sounding amazingly precocious here not to mention making you want to break most of my bones, but I will say this: this blog post is either said slightly jokingly or a subconcious cry for help. There's prob like something you need to talk about in your past that makes you feel anger alot. Maybe like a bad happening in the last few months? Where you were left feeling cheated or treated unfairly? Often you're anger is not because of the cause you think it is because....whatever that means....anyway, hope to god I dont sound like a total prick now....good luck with calming down. : )
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Other than than PMT which I class as 'unreal' anger, I only feel angry when there is conflict with people that I love.
I think its different for men though?
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