a Neonmeatdream

Giving blood is a good deed, give life so they say. Unfortunately the travelling vampire troupes don't like the taste of the cannaboids in my blood and exempt me from this morally cleansing process.
I've seen it in office canteens and college sports halls, lines and lines of white gurneys each with a pale looking civilian prone upon it. The red stuff being pumped out of 100 arms simultaneously, nutrious plasma coated in millions of little red cells, hurtling from warm vein to cold syringe into clear turning-scarlet bag, thick and slippy.
Then it lays there in blood banks, hundreds of them lay awaiting, like props for Night of The Red Bloody Terror 17, soon to swill around dissected bodies, upon operating tables, splashing on surgeons sleeves and sterile masks. Flooding bodily cavities that you will never suspect of having, rushing around inside you blood of one hundred different people mixing and flowing with yours. Maybe you'll end up runing on someone elses blood entirely, say 4pints of johns 2 of sues and 1 of bobbies.
Some Tribal people used to eat the hearts of their enemies after battles believing that the dead warriors attributes will be granted to them. What if you get a lazy guys blod. Or a paedo, god forbid a muslim radical. Or a radical Muslim Paedo! Save us mommy.
I don't know if muslims give blood but the BNP better look out for that one, do you think they know that there hardest racist warriors of the white mans cause are getting their open wounds washed out with an Asian mans blood. They would cry to think of all those lives saved by African blood. Do you think they ask what colour the arm it came form was before they have that life saving operation?

There was a protest in Birmingham City Centre yesterday against the actions of Irans government against it own people. The Iranian immigrant population (and friends) gathered in a Main Square in the city with placards banners and loud speakers and for the rest of the day shouted forth that Iran should be free and it's people unharrassed.
Just who they were shouting it at I'm not too sure? There was no representative of Irans political authority there, no stand-in Ayatollah for them to vent their anger against. So who was it aimed at? Is Ahmejinedad sitting watching the BBC world service thinking 'Shit they're protesting in Birmingham, pull back the troops and on the double!'
If these people really want change in their country then they should go over there and try to make it happen not stand here in Birmingham, in 'free' Britain and espouse their views on what is wrong with their country. Of course if many of these people go back they will be persecuted, jailed, beaten, maybe killed, but is that not the price many people have already paid across the globe to achieve 'freedom' and 'democracy' for the homeland?
Well I guess thats easy for me to say.
Protesting is an easy way to feel involved withyout actually having to do anything, it achieves nothing and is no longer a viable way of getting political change. The protests in Iran itself have not made any difference so what do they think this one in Birmingham will do? Of course a show of solidarity is always welcome and I stand with the Iranian people (well some) that are trying to get more freedoms.

Say it with me.
I am a citizen of Walmart.
This is my country that I fight for and protect.
Her the most beautiful land of my birth and family.
The womb which protects and feeds me.
No longer can I call myself British or Briton. My brother citizens will no longer call themselves American, Indonesian or Libyan but all soldiers of Walmart, ready to spread liberty and cheap products to every corner of the globe. We will institute our global domination and every man will have a brother, with a name badge an orange hairnet and a blue uniform. We will sell sell sell until they can resist no more, and then will shoot those that do. Then we will sell their lifeless bodies back to their loved ones. BOGOF. Then into the incinerator with them all. The halls of the dead. The names of our forefathers and those that have died before us are held almighty and holy above ourselves. See the names upon the wall, Coca Cola, Pepsi, Hershey.
All martyrs.
Bless us now brothers in this year of our lord coca cola zero.

I don't like Islam.

On the whole i don't like any religion but that one really gets my goat.
This is mainly because of the hypocrisy I see in people who claim to be Muslim but pick and choose what tenets of the faith they will adhere to.
For instance I see girls going to my local college everyday wearing a simple hair covering veil, as a way of dressing modestly in accordance with Islam. However this is accompanied by some tight fitting jeans and a vest top. That is not islamic dress or modest dress.

It is the hypocrisy of islam that annoys me most. British born Muslims often talk about the way their 'brother' muslims are treated across the world. However many fail to realise that the islam they practice in Britain has no relation whatsoever to the way the Faith is practised in places like iraq, afghanistan, iran, Somalia.

Islam is a faith that requires no priesthood, and is a personal connection with God. It has many interpretations and sects throughout the world and that in essence completely negates this notion of an 'umma' or that all Mulsims are brothers.

No it is all humanity that are in fact brothers.

The Ayatollohs are another point in islam that in my opinion is actually a blasphemy agaisnt the faith. The fatwas that are issued by these Ayatollahs are blasphemous. By saying that God demands that Muslims kill Salman Rushdie or join jihad is in fact sacriledge. How can a mere mortal presume to know the desire or thoughts of Almighty God. How dare they assume that they would know what allahs wishes are.

If you have read any of my other posts then you will hopefully understand that i am willing to open my mind to any religion or at least listen to what it has to say.

I don't like Islam. Does this make me islamaphobic?

I would say no.

I don't like getting fucked in the ass either, so does that mean i'm homophobic?

Why am I so angry? The slightest thing makes me want to break a face. i find myself punching the wall about five times a day. The simplest thing will make my head go light, flooded with numbing red mist that clamps my hands in fists. I walk around these offices muttering "...you f*cking...i'll f*cking kill yo....you should f*cking die...ist ass m*therfucker...", more and more everyday this internal monolgue fills up my head, pounding. I tell it to shut up and it does. A lot of things that make me angry are inanimate. Doors, TVs, Computers in particular, especially slow ones. I find myself grinding my nails up and tearing lacquer off the desk, as the loading bar decides to have a rest half way into a page. Buddhists say life is suffering. I think they are close but that life is actually frustration. One frustration after another, the bus that runs late on the day you really need to get home, the shop owner who won't give you change for said bus unless you buy something, no lighter for your last cigarette, the bouncer that IDs you but not all your mates, the girl in the club that seems like she's coming home with right up until she doesn't(f*cking tease!!), and mostly the endless rudeness and cheek and arrogance of 99% of the population that decent people have to put up with every day. Everything makes me angry. What makes you angry?

Howlin' Wolf, one of the greatest blues musicians ever.

Listen to him!

Sam Phillips once remarked of Chester Arthur (Howlin' Wolf) Burnett, "When I heard Howlin' Wolf, I said, 'This is for me. This is where the soul of man never dies.'

I am currently laughing out loud at the idiocy of some people in this world.

I have just been browsing the BBC site and came across and article called 'US chain drops terror scarf ad'.

The article ( i would add a link if I knew how!) is basically about a new US dunkin donuts advert featuring a popular american tv chef who appears on the poster wearing a black and white keffiyah 'Arab-style' scarf. You know the ones nearly everyone in the middle east wears as headscarfs and neckscarfs.
Also it was in fashion a few months ago and you can still see them being worn by emo/indie kids all around the country.

Well the advert has now been pulled because some absolute idiots think that the chef by wearing the scarf is showing support for terrorism!!!!!!!

What fucking morons!!! So are all the people that wear them in Britain as a fashion statement showing their support for terrorism? Are all the people who live in the Middle East and Asia that wear them all terrorists or something?
How can people be so small minded!

The fracas was started by American Conservative blogger Michelle Malkin the fucking idiot! Who seemed to be slightly detached from reality.
When my dad was younger he worked in Saudi Arabia and he brought back many keffiyahs that me and my sibling used to dress up in as kids and pretend we were rich oil sheikhs.
Unfortunately I now know my childhood fantasy was actually an advert for Al Qaeda, oh the mother fucking shame!!

What age would you like to live to?

Is it better to live fast and die young or grow old and jolly with a progeny of grandkids scurrying at your feet?

The age that human beings live to is ever on the increase, (although I read somewhere that my generation of early twenty-somethings are to going to be the first people to live a shorter life span than our parents) and it seems that degenerative diseases are also either becoming more common or just more in the spotlight.

I witnessed my grandmother suffer and eventually succumb to Alzheimers disease and it was very distressing for her and the whole family. I have also lost friends who were very young in a car accident.

Is death senseless or can it be a welcome relief? For my friends we were all very sad, however when my Nan died although we were obviously upset we were also happy that her suffering had finally ended.

So is euthanasia a practice we should have in Britain, or anywhere else for that matter?

Alzheimers can be passed hereditarily and I remember when my Nan was in her worst state my Mother told me that if she had the disease when she became older she would want to end her life before the final stage of the disease kicked in, which is basically a almost total vegetative state. By this she means she would want her family and friends to basically end her life for her is she wasn’t able.

Personally I don’t know if I could do that to my own Mother no matter what state she was in.

Does euthanasia show a disdain for life? Does it devalue the lives of the young who have it snatched away at any early age and have no choice whether they live or die?
Or is it a humane practice? We help our loved pets end their lives if they are extremely ill, of course they don’t have a choice though. So does it not make sense that humans should be allowed the same chance? Especially with our powers of choice?

What if they can’t choose though and if they are a vegetable, who doctors might assume to have no quality of life. Do we have the right to take it away to end suffering, or is all life sacred and no one has the right to take it in any circumstance?

My last point/question is a bit sketchy but with massive population growth, and particularly in England a population that is getting older and older is it better to live a good life and die young or get old and lose some of your capabilities.

P.S I am not bashing the old and I know all old people don’t lose control of their faculties and life rich full lives etc etc

I watched a programme last night entitled ‘Jesus camp’

The focus of the documentary was on Evangelical Christians in America and in particular their children.

The part of the show I found most disturbing was when the mother of one child fervently declaring that America was Gods Country.

I found this rather funny since if she had ever read the Bible she would have noticed there is not one mention of America in it! Plus the fact the native tribal populations had already chosen which God/Gods was Americas long before those old Christ lovers turned up.

It seems these people have a strange perception of Jesus. They seem to think that he is actually American, they seem to have no realisation that Jesus wasn’t white middle class like them and that he was in fact Middle Eastern (whatever that means!)

I have often thought this as reason why Religions are mostly Bullshit. The fact that God chose to only speak to the people in the middle east and neglected to inform the native American Indians or the tribes in Africa seems a bit strange for some all powerful omnipotent being, surely he’d just it’d let us all know about it in one go?

I personally do believe in God in some form, but I don’t believe in fundamentalist religions such as Christianity, Islam, Judaism etc, these can only lead to conflict.
One religion cannot hold a monopoly on forms of worship or the path to God.

A lot of people are worried about Islamic terrorists but I am more concerned about these Christian fundamentalists.= which has seen a sharp increase in Britain as well.

Who will save us from religion?

I was recently discussing British colonial history with a few friends of mine.

It is obvious that despite bringing immense benefits to Britain the Empire was extremely exploitative and discriminatory of the native populations it conquered.

So, should we feel guilty in this day and age for what our forefathers perpetrated in the form of the Empire? I know one of my friends does.

Or is it all ancient history?

Similarly should families whose ancestors were sold in the slave trade recieve compensation?

If so who should pay it?

Do you feel guilty that the land we live in was built on the back of racist slavers and exploiters of other nations resources?

And just for the Americans what is your position on native Americans and their status in modern society, do you feel guilty about the position your forebearers have put them in?